Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in timmy_theturtle's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
12:25 pm	Hey Wow, not wrote in this for a while. Anyway I'm in the house myself due to unemployment and mum being out for the day. I thought I'd write in this for something to do! Well, JESUS, a lot of stuff has been going on. Some more important than others, some good, some bad. It has been like 3months since I've written in this though. Suppose I can write what I want since no one actually reads this, even if they wanted to they wouldn't be able to find it, hehe. Well, a lot of shit with me and Hammy. Big arguments over the past 3months, nearly breaking up, which is so shit I can't even put it into words. We're both makin another good go at it now though, we had a talk about what's makin us unhappy, and we're tryin to sort it. We argue a lot less now, but we still argue. We're going away over Valentines day to Edinburgh, from the 13th to the 15th. It should be really good, hopefully the fact that it'll be valentines day and that we're away for a while and not in Beith or Irvine should be good for us, and we won't argue. I can't really see myself without Hammy, which might sound fuckin stupid cuz I'm only 17, not much life experience etc, but I can't. But i also don't wana be arguin and fightin forever. What bothers me most is Louise. His ex. Yeah, i know, classic "jealous gf" type scenario. BUT, when we first started goin out, she had been comin onto him, flirting with him SO heavily, honestly, out of order. I saw the txts and stuff, and he admitted that she was doin it a lot. He didnt speak to her again. So it was fine. But she's back now, emailin him n stuff. Yeah, I know he wont do anything, I know he doesn't like her, and to be honest, I'd say he's scared of her. But it hardly makes me feel comfortable when I know what she's like, and have experienced what she tries to do. That puts strain on us. It's why i wanted to end it not too far back. I almost thought, I'll end it before she ends it, maybe it'll hurt less that way. He's not talkin to her anymore, incase she tries anything. That helps. I feel bad sometimes for feelin on edge about Louise, when i can see that Hammy does love me, and no one else. He's annoyin sometimes yeah, everyone is, but he treats me nice, he's there for me, he makes me laugh, makes me feel special. It's not all bad. It's really good actually, itd be perfect if it wasnt for arguments. But hey, everyone has them. Also, Roisin, girl at school, we used to be friends, but gradually I realised I don't get on with her. I think shes changed too much, attention seeking all the time, I dont like people like that. Now im not friends with her. I dont see why people cant leave it like that. One of my closest friends, Jennifer, has backed Roisin up, and now doesnt wana know me basically. That hurts. People fall out, and grow to dislike each other, why cant she see this? I didnt ever want to stop being friends with Jennifer, but i dont think she sees it that way. Ive been friends with Jennifer for years, whereas Roisin has known us for about a year, caused problems with everyone and now its awkward. I hate Jennifer hatin me, but luckily my other friends arent doin what shes doin. So it's still fine. Michelle and me are gettin close friends now, which is great. Haven't felt like I've had a close friend since I left school. So thats something good Anyway enough of this shit, Im off to make food of some sort. Kerry xxx Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: Avenged Sevenfold (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 10th, 2004
1:01 pm	Hellloooo I'm bored! Just enjoyin my day off by sittin on my ass, hehe WOO. Soooo what have I been doin, um..welll, workin at the MAXX :P (oh the joy), saw Hammy on thursday friday n yesterday. Thursday- sat in a random pub with Hammy n other various people. Friday- went to Glasgow, went to the Beer Cafe, OH SWEET JESUS it does the best chocolate cake EVER!! so good, soooooo goood. hehe anyway. Hammy got this wee card thing... "Drink the world" every time he drinks a different beer he gets the card stamped, n once hes drank 22, he gets a tshirt saying "I drank the world at the Beer Cafe" heheh!!! i want one sayin i ATE the world, cuz i am SO for another of those cakes. So, ive just eaten my way through half a jar of nutella, WOO cuz it tastes like happiness! but bluurghh cuz im gona throw up in a second. hehe oh well! Welllll thats all, I bid thee farewell. KerrA xxxx  (hehehe the wee "mood" thing down the bottom, Chipper? i dont even know what that means, but it sounds so kool! ) Current Mood: chipper Current Music: 36 Crazyfists or 18 visions! (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 12th, 2004
4:59 pm	Hellloooooooo! Not wrote in this in AGES! So...what have I been up to then? Ok, to sum it up- I left skool, got a job, lost that job (it involved a can of coke and one serious beeatch of a boss), got another job, had my first ever year anniversary with someone, n that someone was Hammy so i couldnt be happier :) we got matching silver rings and mine says "Hammy 09/08/03" n his is the same except with my name on it. I stayed with Hammy for 4 days last month and that was SO fun! I went out for dinner with Jen, Louise, Michelle, Amy, Collete and Roisin for Collette's birthday, that was great!! Roisin ate soem of her satay stick though, hehehehe. Last night I was at a 25th wedding anniversary party, that was kool cuz Hammy was there, my mum was drunk though! She and hammy were talkin away, at one point I realised i couldnt join in on the conversation so i just left them to it :P hehehe. Well my pasta is ready now, so I'm off! Byeeeee! Kerrice xxxxxxxx   Current Mood: bored Current Music: My Chemical Romance "I'm nootttt ooookkaaay...." (Comment on this)
Monday, July 5th, 2004
7:09 pm	Heyhey!!! It was my birthday 2 days ago! I got money, n perfume, cds, a dvd, NUTELLA :D, hehehe. I was at Hammy's for my birthday. And tomorrow me and him are going out for for the day and night too, we're going to glasgow, can't wait! Ok, what else has happened. Oh yeah, my lip isnt pierced anymore :(  i forgot to put it back in, left it out for a day, n in ONE DAY its closed up. Damn. Oooh David is fotoshoppin me kickass fotos, they all rule, there's one with pink stars all over the place, and another with a goodpink rainbow! Hehehe woo! ive not wrote in this in aaages, so probably iv missed out a lot of random stuff thats been happenin, but I cant be arsed thinkin! So thats all im gona write for now! Byeee! xxxxxxxxxxx Current Mood: hyper Current Music: Amen, thanks to Hammy. Hehe random (Comment on this)
Monday, May 31st, 2004
7:29 pm	hey!!! my mum's wedding was on Friday! so heres the story of the day :p Well, at about 2ish the limo came for us. OMG seriously it KICKED ASS!!! heheeh there was drinks, a big box of chocolates, a tv with dvds n stuff. not that we had time to watch them but it makes it sound more impressive if i mention it, hehehe. so anyway we got to the registry office, and there was Hammy! Woooo! hehe he was smart! it was a rare occassion for us two to not be in jeans; he had a black shirt on and black trousers n tie n all that, he looked really good in it! i had on a black n pink top n a black n pink skirt, and unfortunately no trainers, hehe. damn. i had 2 do a reading at the wedding and i was SO nervous. i made one mistake but i think i covered it well, hehe. the dinner ruled. i had melon first, then chicken and vegetables n that was really nice. and THEN.....drum roll...dddrrrrrrr......CHOCOLATE FUDGE CAKE! wooooo! hehehe that ruled. Archie's speech had everyone cryin. At the reception at night, Jennifer and Wiggum were there too. it was kool, n Hammy took a ton of fotos, hopefully not many of me, hehehe NOOOOO i dont want anyone 2 see the fotos of my pink fanciness with no jeans!! my mum was kinda drunk, which was so funny cuz she kept dancin in the weirdest ways, lots of random jumpin up and down. Hammy tried 2 get me to play pool, but i SUCK, so Wiggum took my place. Hehehe Hammy managed to shout "GOOD SHIT MAN" when all these people in the other room (the pool table was in the other room not for the weddin, there was some weird old ppl meetin goin on) heheheh it was all silent and then u hear GOOD SHIT MAN. heheheheh! ah well, it was a kickass day. limos, chocolate cake, random drunk family, and Hammy's ability to swear at the worst times:P C ya! (by the way, ROISIN ROISIN ROISIN ROISIN, hehehe see? Now ur in my journal roisin:P) Current Mood: energetic Current Music: Our Lady Peace (when u cliiiiiimb up tooo your hillll....) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, May 24th, 2004
3:07 pm	Heyyyy! I'm just back from my modern studies exam, it was hard! and me being a total dumbass, i read the questions wrong and as a result ended up writing 7 essays instead of 5! argh! hehe ah well, u dont lose marks for it, but my hand's really sore! Few nights ago i smacked my finger off a door n it turned blue n swelled up, n then yesterday a door slammed on the SAME finger, n this mornin my wee sister shut a box on it!!! OW! anyway, Mum's wedding on Friday! Wooo!! plus i get to see Hammy then! Haven't seen him since Friiiiday, it sucks, I miss him! Hammy If you're readin this then HEYYYYY! Hehe havin fun at Ayr while I'm stuck in here ALONE...AGAIN!?!?! damn. OHHH my zipslide is at 11.15 on 12th june! cant wait! hehehe 200ft! 200 fuckin feet! WOOOO! hehehe. Ah well im off, gonna go finish off the last of that nutella, i can hear it calling me "kerryyyy, kerrryyy,eeeat meee" mmmmm.................. Current Mood: stressed Current Music: Million Dead.....SO good. Woo! (Comment on this)
Monday, May 17th, 2004
8:54 pm	hey! i'm bored, cuz mum's away out so i'm lookin after Ashley and Hayley. Ah well. Wooooo this whole no school thing kicks ass. When Ashley and Hayley are at school tomorrow, i'm meetin Hammy! Woo! Should be funness Mum's wedding is soooo soon! Argh! And I've still got bruises from the swingpark incident, hehe. They BETTER FADE! Don't wanna look like some street fighter at the wedding. Anyway, no doubt if you're on this you've seen mine and Ali's website - http://fudgebeastaage.tripod.com, it's so fuckin random, we were bored so we made it. It kicks ass though cuz there's fotos, AND lyrics to WE LOVE THA MOON! hehe..."it is up in the sky, it is up very high but not as high as maybe dirigibles or zeppelins OR LIGHTBULBS!" aaanyway, DAMMIT i want food but it's like the day before mum goes shopping, so there's some cheese, milk, tomatoes n skooshy cream in the fridge. thats it. DAMN. there's NO NUTELLA! AAAAARGH! Aaaanyway i'm off, byeeeeeee! Current Mood: Happyhappy! Current Music: One Pity - Heaven Sent (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 12th, 2004
5:15 pm	just put a pic of a good pink powerpuff girl on this...did it work? (Comment on this)
5:05 pm	heyyy hey not wrote in this for AGES! well, whats been happenin. ehh, well 2day was my last day of skool EVER! and we all spent it at the swingpark in the roastin sun! it ruled! i slid down the shute on a skateboard and then got flung off a roundabout at great speed!  now im all bruises! hehe oh well! btw hi ali seein as ur writin in ur just now too! oh yeah went to ali's bf chreeeeeeeees's house a while ago. that also ruled cuz it was so damn sunny and i was lyin outside on a car seat. but mahartan kept tryin 2 pull my hair out. hammy, lynette and ali were all on me at the same time tryin 2 beast me! hehehehe, beastaaaage. anyway me n ali r writin a song. so far we've got "fudge for me, fudge for you, fudge for all even if ur a jew, its so beastaaage" we cant think of anythin 2 rhyme with beastaaage tho! dammit! i was eatin fudge ice cream about 5mins ago, which was our inspiration for our really serious and emotional song. hehe. well im gona go now. btw hammys foto website kicks ALL ASS! it rules! kerry xxxx (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 28th, 2004
4:19 pm	hey! I'm in the house myself :( everyone was out watchin the football, and now theyre drinkin 2 celebrate probably. I'm soooo bored! I was at Louise's house on friday nite, it ruled thanks to Nik and Laura and their ideas! woo! Me and Hammy successfully locked Chester out of the house, mwahahahah (he's an arsehole so it's not cruel, it was all good) But now im alllll alone with my irn bru. hehe. Well I'm off. I'll no doubt write in this next time i hit extreme levels of boredom. Aaaargh fones miaowin.....its Hamjita! Woo! (hehe name courtesy of Mahartan Hornaby) Byeeeeeeee! Current Mood: loved Current Music: It's still Deja Entendu....WOO! (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 13th, 2004
12:13 pm	Hey hey! Was at Jennifer's last night. Was fun. Wiggum and Colin had on more make up than is healthy for any straight male, Hammy was the only one to resist the eyeliner. I had it on, and I can't get it all off......i am a PANDA. Aaanyhoo, yeah last night was alrite, xcept i was ABANDONED by all my friends and had 2 walk myself hehe OH YES you all know who you are. Hey Louise! I'm talkin 2 u on MSN anyway, but here, have a mention! How lucky are you?? I'm sittin on my ass right now, and my mum is makin food....wooo! Also, Louise just called me a jackass, so I would like to point out that she is an assclown, and that my leprechauns are going to eat her pancreas. Mwahaha SUFFER. Got Deja Entendu on the now, wow it rules so much!! "this is the closest of calls this is the reason ur alone THIS IS THE RISE AND THE FALL!!!" hehe. Ok well im gona go now......bye! Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 11th, 2004
9:24 pm	Heyyyyyy, I'm bored! This is gonna be a big lot of  random SHOITE, woo! Well, i have homework to do, but meh......ill do it laaaaaaaater. Yes, later is always the best time to do things that suck. Wish I was at Wiggum's gig, but as i know, no £ = boredom. (ha see? i CAN do maths:P) Anyone know what it feels like to eat half a jar of nutella? I do......god i feel sick. But it was good.....Mmmm heart attack. Know something? i have nothin 2 write n this is a big pointless piece of shit, so i think ill leave it there for now. Remember kids, always hate hippies. Fear the leprechauns. Kerry xx Current Mood: bored Current Music: Sic Transit Gloria " Die young and save yourseeeeelllf" (Comment on this)